Trapped

The second coming had been foretold by the men,
The king rest in his palace like a lion in his den.
His atrocities had been inhuman,he had killed the blacksmith's son
His worst fears were about to be true
Abraham was indeed the chosen one.

The ground cracked open with a thunder,
the graveyard was haunted by darkness and grim.
Up he rose from the fiery depths of hell,
his soul still hadn’t abandoned him.

The trespasser’s eyes were confused by his glare,
Well "Mr Buried Alive who the fuck are you trying to scare!?"
Pardon me dude I aint no ghost
Believe me my intentions were not to scare,
get some french fries and a little beer
I have a story which I want to share!!
Dude I've never seen a ghost as stupid and gay as you
Hear my love story or I'll stick your face to your butt with glue.

I was always hers and she was always mine,
some said our couple was truly divine.
she found love for her in my heart,
cannot deny I was handsome,intelligent and smart
She dint need anything when I was there she had said
I was cool coz her dad was really rich and I could sleep on the king's bed!!

Greatly disturbed by her daughter's stubbornness and her sad plea,
The king finally summoned me to see.
Don’t go on my status sir,
I'll give your daughter all the happiness which no man could give his wife;
Instead of welcoming me into the family,he said
ARE YOU SAYING THAT THERE ARE OTHER MEN IN MY DAUGHTER'S LIFE!!??

The traveller was yawning,
Dude what’s this a love story or an amateur comedy show!?
I thought you'll have tears in your eyes,
Leave me alone...JUST GO!!

OKAY Casper!What happened next?
Did you convince the king that you were 'THE ONE' for his daughter
No!,he told me to sing and after I was done
he wanted to throw me in for a slaughter!

Okay serious enough of lame jokes and useless hype,
what are the answers to your inhuman scars and your mysterious love story?
Be patient friend,'THE DEAD HAVE NO HURRY'
War was my next task and I had to bring the kingdom,glory.

Our battalion of 10,000 marched into the Arabian lands;
Not knowing of the treacherous game they were about to play,
Arabs had never been the king's foe,
To let me down the king massacred his own men night and day!

Next night i remember I was heavily drugged,
lying unclothed with one of the kings maid;
The king had planned to destroy her daughter's faith in me,
he had found a horny bitch who just wanted to get laid!

Joy had ceased to exist,
her angelic face pale and covered in tears;
she had lost a reason to live.
I explained to the world the king's low mentality and my love story written in blood,
I had passed my test of love yet again,
she had no choice but to forgive.

Friend,did i just see tears in your eyes,
I thought you found love stories totally gay.
The traveller apologized with a heavy voice,
I am speechless I have nothing to say.

The king was getting restless,
A blacksmith's son couldn’t be a heir to his throne;
His son spotted me with my lover in the courtyard,
The king was furious,
He ordered that my head shall be blown.

Too bad my would've been brother-in-law made a sound,
What happened next was due to the king's own spleen;
Trying to save myself,
I dodged the bullet and it hit the queen.

News spread fast,the young prince had killed his mother,
The guilt was unbearable he committed suicide;
I was captured,chained and whipped,
Seeing her world fall apart like this,the princess just cried and cried.

I remember the oath we had taken,
TILL DEATH WE PART!
But the human mind cant stand beyond a limit,
She slowly stuck a knife into her heart.

What was left was only remorse and regret,
If only the king would've seen past his pride,
our love boat would still have been sailing.
Now what’s the use of this life and luxuries without a family,
his wrath had changed to wailing.

One night I heard her saying,
release yourself and heavens shall be ours.
Love wasn’t supposed to have such an ending;
that’s why I'm still trapped behind these invisible bars

A happy woman??

The clock on my laptop shows 3.20 AM now and i still don't seem to have any signs of sleep. Dinner has been great and I wasn't going much positive or negative either on the online poker i have been playing. May be the monotonousness of the game pumped me to write something. Anyway, Howsoever I am writing this.

I have always wondered how life has many dimensions. Every person has his own sense of identifying his/her own dimension of looking at life. The good old example of seeing a half empty or half full glass. That is a basic way of drawing a line between optimist and pessimist. One looks at the one half and the other looks at another.

But the classification i am writing here is much grayer/graver than it seems to most people. The difference between male and the female train of thought.

Biologically speaking, the classification is banal. Difference of few hormones.As a matter of fact, an embryo is always a female with XX chromosome at the time of its formation until the Y chromosome kicks in which causes the few differences(Biological differences, mind it!!). Imagine there were no Y chromosome.A world with only women. Fat ladies jealous of each other with no crime and wars in this world(only cold wars).

I wonder, how could a small difference in the hormones cause such a huge difference. I am not being a  masculinist but yes women are a way different kind of a creature. The distaff has always been given lime light in this aspect of being wayward. Even during some of general discussions with my younger sister, she comes up with phrases like "ladkiya thodi ajeeb si hoti hai" and i am like "thodi ??????" . So i guess girls know this and still are okay with that.

Lets point out some differences, ummm,lets say attractiveness. Men are clear about their choice of females. If a man finds a woman good, 95% of other men will agree with him. "Yeah man!! She's good !!". whilst, in women's case, they have categories. They have cute ones, sexy ones, hot ones, innocent ones, sweet ones, caring ones, brotherly ones, manly ones,masculine ones...list goes on..I have heard all these till now(will update this list as soon as i discover more of these categories).

How about mood swings? There have been thousands of quotes about men's knowledge of women(mind it!! just quotes and no palatable knowledge!!). Women mostly don't know what they want. Actually, i think what they want depends on what kind of mind frame(rather mood frame) they are in. A few days back i was going through some random confessions page where i found many posts of girls confessing liking a guy and when that guy approached them, they changed their mind. A sudden 'realization' bumps into their mind that "No!! this isn't the guy for me. What a fool i have been". To my no surprise, there were no such posts or even i never heard of a guy changing his mind "suddenly". Guys are clear about what they want. Men of their word, if they like(let's use a moderate word here) someone, they will like her till the end. No matter what happens, their mind is never going to change.

Women's thoughts change more often than vibrations of a string of a guitar being played by Stevie Ray.
And i am a guy who has been around some of the smartest women of the country of my age(as society perceives them, not my personal opinion) ,though only few are there in my industry.Some come from elite engineering schools, some went to IIMs,Some are making more money than what their dads do.
I don't judge them being right or wrong. The only point i am trying to make here is that , in mine and most other males's view, they are psychologically different and understanding most of them is much more complex than understanding men.
A happy, non-moody and determined(meaning non-confused) woman is a myth.
Feedback Welcomed :)

Wish I could hold the moment with you

May the seamless love within remain

Never should it become a petty gain

We find each other close every moment

Never should we seek any atonement

Wish it remains the same between me and you

Wish I could hold the moment with you

Riveting fires inside your sight

Well, they are Impossible to hide

Rhythms keep us always together

Hope this stays special forever

Wish I could relentlessly hold you

Wish I could hold the moment with you

The faith and trust I had always sought

For me, universe seems to have brought

The bliss that I find in being with you

Wish I could hold the moment with you

Love still remains denied to me

Can’t tell where the hole in the heart is

Can’t tell who the perpetrator of this crime is

Back are those unfulfilled dreams

Back are those un-reveled sunbeams

Sore wounds inside me…did you see?

Love still remains denied to me

Asking myself why did I even meet you?

Heart answers: those culprit eyes wanted to see you

Coming upfront the biennial pictures hoary

How can someone call it a love story?

Can I still get that unprecedented glee?

Coz love still remains denied to me

One true love, happiness and some fame

Even I had dreamt with you the same

Caught again in that retroactive mania

Retributions of insecurity and insomnia

My ego asserting that I hate you

But that innocent heart still whispers that I love you

Is there something incomplete between you and me?

coz Love still remains denied to me

Psenti sem

So off late things have been quite squalid. Oversleeping, missing early morning meals, buying just the extras from mess while giving loathing remarks to the prepared mess food(esp the unbuttered rotis).Well things there have always remained same altogether, may be a paid holiday for 6 months in noida had made us fastidious gourmands of good(read edible) food.

Moving along the rest of the routine of the day, there are not many classes to be attended (ofcourse if bhagvad gita hadn’t introduced tutorials).when the clock hits 4, a sudden realization of bathing our stinking bodies comes to mind(the deodorants could also be used as some (read most) of us do).Fitness freaks off to gym(like me) and the other smart chaps are either sipping hot tea on redis chatting about the singularity of the psenti semite or the immediate junior batch’s girls. Sky dusks and everyone is back to mess for the pathetic excuse of having dinner. Thereafter what happens in hostel rooms while playing “infected mushroom”  is beyond words. That’s where I think about my screwed up first year and I say it to myself "Totally worth it….."

C loves me...C loves me not...

#include<stdio.h>
#include<string.h>

int main()
{
    int i, n;
    char *x="Alice";
    n = strlen(x);
    *x = x[n];
    for(i=0; i<=n; i++)
    {
        printf("%s ", x);
        x++;
    }
    return 0;
}

Hi C programmers, the output of the above program should have been: lice ice ce e

but when compiled it gives the output as follows : Alice lice ice ce e

Could someone please explain?

Adios Noida!

A staccato end has arrived.Packing my bags now to leave this wonderful city.From sweltering and palling July to Dilli ki Sardi, Sinewy buildings to dilapidated roadside slums, I have seen it all.
Also from BITS side of my life, did seminars with pontification of professors and truanted a lot of office responsibilities as well. :)
Heard a lot of catch phrases like: ye to accha hai,ye to accha nai hai,ye to accha hua,ye to accha nai hua,ye to acchi lag rahi hai,ye to accha tha,ye to accha nai tha,ye to accha hoga.....and many more...
Free lunches are not free at all.Learnt to be a little foppish about dressing up from shivam and how to tesselate sarcasm within phrases from milind.Been a 10 pointer in this Internship semester #ShowOff_max.
And the other side of the coin,had some bad experiences as well.
Still noida will be missed badly.Hoping to frequent it once in a while.GIP,CSM,Atta Market,Shipra,Aditya Mall,Jaipuria (sucking) Mall,Pyramid and many more places.
Adios Noida!

Limn of a young man's life

Not my original, but couldn't agree more....

23-26 is certainly not a nice age for a man….

Your ex-gfs are getting married , Your career has just started, Elders treat you as unproven theorems, College guys feel that you are too old to have in there group.

You seem to enjoy both cartoon and news. You can no longer eat whatever you wish without putting on weight. You look like an ape if you don’t shave daily. You are not invited for weekend cricket matches.

Every Aunt you meet asks ‘Shaadi kab kar rahe ho beta!!’ while uncle asks ‘Career ka kya socha hai beta…?’. When the reality is that you are just riding the wave and going with the flow. You have all the confidence in the world but little achievements to show, You already have the first hand experience of the life, You know that whatever you have been taught about the world in schools has been sheer waste of time. You can be denied a job even after passing the test and you could be given a job if you know someone placed high enough. Politics till now was a dirty word but now you feel it everywhere.

You know now love is not that blind and that friendship has its terms and conditions. You know there is nothing for granted and free lunches are not free. Your overconfidence is now making way for a humble conscience. You now know it is not exactly what you thought it would be.

Guitar Chords : Why this Kolaveri Di?

Hi Guitar enthusiasts,  this is my first post on guitar chords. Though i am presently in a Long Distance Relationship with my stunner, i used a friend's guitar for a while to figure out the chords for this hyped song.The lyrics are incredibly stupid but you might have been appreciating the awesomeness of the music.You may try these chords to play it.Do temme if you come up with a better and precise chord in any of the notes. Strumming can be done as per wish.Slow DDUDUDUD can work as i think.Enjoy!!

The chorus is based on this sequence :

(Fm)Why this kolaveri (Eb)kolaveri (Bbm)di…(Eb)….



Rest of the song can be done like the last stanza as follows:

(Fm)God I am (Eb)Dying Nøw
(C#)She Is Happy How(Eb)?
(Fm)This Song (Eb)Pass To Boys
(C#)We Don’t Have Choice(Eb)

C loves me...C loves me not...

Hi C Programmers,caught up in another sticky situation. And you gotta help me out in this.Pertains to pointers and all stuff.Hope you come up with a soultion. Long live C.


This program gives an error of "invalid lvalue in increment" in the line with printf()
#include <stdio.h>
main()
{ int p =1;
printf("%d",++p++);

}

But if we modify the program to operate it on a pointer as follows:

#include <stdio.h>
main()
{ int *p,a =1 ;
 p = &a;
printf("%d",++*p++);
}

It runs successfully and prints '2' as output.
What is causing the difference here.Variable 'p' and '*p' are both integers being treated in the same way.The only aberration here  is that if i put *p in parenthesis in the second program like (*p),it gives the same error as in the first program!!Please quote a possible explanation to it

Miss you more than you’d ever know

Miss the bliss of you being around
Miss being with you , ‘love-drowned’
The only solace in life I had
‘Till death we part’ you said
My heart’s restlessness that I can’t show
Miss you more than you’d ever know

Miss your essence in the air
The beautiful moments that we did share
Things we did just for each other
Things that took us further and farther
And they are falling apart slow
Miss you more than you’d ever know

The lost candor of things around
The baroque feelings no more surround
Love wasn’t supposed to have such an ending
You parting away and I am still standing
There are words that still remain
Crimson words darker than a staid stain
Miss you..
Miss you more than you’d ever know

C loves me...C loves me not...

Hi C programmers, i got stuck at this piece of code and concept of precedence, associativity and order of evaluation within printf() in C.Most of you are adept C programmers.So please, you gotta help me out in explaining the output of this code.This post may clarify some of your queries as well as unary operators are very important.

#include <stdio.h>
void main()
{
 int j = 1;

printf("%d%d%d%d" ,++j,j++,j,--j);

}
 Output is 2022
but as my friends and I thought, it should be 2020 if we consider the order of evaluation to be R to L.
Please reply to this post if you find a possible explanation to it.

A broken email from a broken heart

Hi all, though havent been very much spry in posting but here is another one.A friend of mine shared an email sent to him from his rabid ex-girlfriend. I don't know the reasons why they broke up nor i did ask (scurvy)him to know 'who ditched whom thing'  as i wasn't interested to get into his personal matters.You may have a little different perception of it after you read it but i found it a little funny that's why posting it here.I have nothing against the girl or her emotions nor i know whether the guy's sin is venial or not, but i find her choice of words a little funny towards the end of the mail and her gall towards the guy is worth an appreciation.To recapitulate again, seriously i am not making fun or baiting against anyone here, just found this thing a little funny and that's why sharing it.Wrote it in a little headlong way.Okay now stopping slurring.
In its original unedited version  -

rahul just wanna tell u that one day  u will get punished for hurting every single girl and i hope its the worst punishment ever..now i dont want u to reply cause i dont give a fuck about u but i read something that hurt me from u so just want to say i hope u die...goodnight u will get killed by girls like u kill them..ur a player! ur family should be ashamed..goodnight

Angry BIrds : Golden Eggs Locations

For all the avid sticklers of this personable game..I know lunging into this game is a real addiction and you don't get raddled while playing it for continuous hours while you jibe with your phone in hand and only a few things shunt your attention from it.Neither the game sounds putrid while a new episode arrives...And the paranoia you get until you manumit the eggs after crumbling those swines to a dross. I know some of the levels were only won by you by a stroke of luck and offhand moves.This game aint even meant for squeamish people.Well anyway, don't be pedantic about getting the stars(playing so much of it is anyway otiose and ornery) coz the golden eggs could be won by many more ways in the game.I wrote this to tell you those furtive(and hideous at times) locations of those sublime golden eggs so that your dream of having all those could probably be ossified.
Anyhow, here is the list of location of all the 21 golden eggs in the game.Sorry for any solecism if you find...i wrote it in a rush...Enjoy!! 


Golden Egg #1 – Pause any level and press the “?” button in the bottom left hand corner. The egg will be on the White Bird instruction screen.
Golden Egg #2 – Mighty Hoax level 5-19: the egg is located on the right side off the screen. If you zoom out and throw a Yellow Bird in that direction you’ll see it when the screen moves up a little. To get it use another Yellow Bird.
Golden Egg #3 – Poached Eggs level 2-2: just destroy the beach ball.The egg is impostured in it.

Golden Egg #4 – Obtain 3 stars on all levels of Poached Eggs.
Golden Egg #5 - Obtain 3 stars on all levels of Mighty Hoax.
Golden Egg #6 - On the main screen press the “i” button and watch the credits all the way to the end and the egg will appear under the Potentate White Bird.
Golden Egg #7 – Poached Eggs level 1-8: tap the treasure chest.
Golden Egg #8 – On the episode select screen double-tap the sun (bottom center of screen).
Golden Egg #9 – Mighty Hoax level 4-7: zoom out and egg will be on top of cliff on the right. Aim and hit it with the Yellow Bird.
Golden Egg #10 – Danger Above level 6-14: break yellow balloon under the tree house. You can bounce the Yellow Bird off the tree or use the Boomerang Bird.
Golden Egg #11 – Danger Above level 8: On the “coming soon” screen drag the screen to the far right and egg will be on the right. Note, even if you have these levels you can still scroll over to find the egg.
Golden Egg #12 – Obtain 3 stars on all levels of Danger Above.
Golden Egg #13 – Danger Above level 8-15: the egg is under the slingshot platform. To get it just bounce a Yellow Bird off the trampoline on the bottom right across from the egg or use Boomerang Bird.
Golden Egg #14 – The Big Setup level 9-14: zoom out and you’ll see the egg on the bottom right wearing a hard hat. Use a Boomerang Bird to hit it.
Golden Egg #15 – The Big Setup level 10-3: smash that nondescript duck underneath the bridge.
Golden Egg #16 – The Big Setup level 11-15: If you zoom out to see the whole level it is on the left below the slingshot. Hit it with the boomerang bird.
Golden Egg #17 – Obtain 3 stars on all levels of The Big Setup.
Golden Egg #18 – Ham ‘Em High level 12-12: Destroy the trophy in the middle of the level that sits between the two piles of jewels. Good luck with this one, it’s tough!
Golden Egg #19 – Ham ‘Em High level 13-10: Zoom out a little, and you’ll see the Golden Egg hanging above the level. Launch a white bird, and drop an egg at just the right time to fly up and hit the dangling egg.
Golden Egg #20 - Haven't found this yet :(. Please help the post by a salutory comment of the way to find it out.
Golden Egg #21 – Go Green, Get Lucky 1-8: Zoom out a little. Look in the upper right corner for the arrow, which points to the Golden Egg. If you can’t get it with the first red bird, use the speedy yellow bird.

A little more down the line

While proselytizing these people that we are a refractory genre of people and not some philistines with a parochial view , who rather abhor programming in .net and neither we renege the fact that most software market in India will soon see a surge of .net programmers(currently its roughly around 75% C & Java and remaining being .net,perl cgi,php blah blah). Why wont they understand that we are just four inchoate and nebulous C programmers(err one of them knows some good android as well). Well, C and other OOPS(remember the S stands for Structure and not System) languages do lunge themselves in the manumission of making things from scratch.
Well i ain't no sibylline while i write this though i do bewail the fact that a company grows more because of its working strategy rather than the degrees and academic salutations held by its employees.Just felt like sharing these exoteric thoughts which most of you won't pan about.
Lets see how much i am able to sustain my repose sitting on this desk with that anodyne screen in front of me.

The Google plus Travesty

Hi all...we(the 4 trainees i mean including me) were soon transpired that my new company in noida Pyramid IT consulting Inc. stanched the flow of web pages from facebook.com domain as such behavior of using social networking is treated with a dour view by this company's network administrators, i was left with nothing more than finding some alternates to sate my social networking quench while in office...as i was able to somehow access Internet through my old 2G connection and somehow managed with the moby vista of things...anyhow the repugnance in my mind for this company exacerbated as time passed because there was no point in being plaintive about something which you cant help.
And there i found a google+ invite in my mailbox and so it made me synoptic of the view that there is a possibility of me using this only for the coming few days or months. So did i rejoinder to the specious invite in my mailbox by being a member of that mincing and dainty social networking website.Then surfaced the suggestions which were all my gmail contacts who were already members of that insurrection and of course the suggestion based on the number of mutual friends. more or less it seemed a much pontifical and furor travesty of facebook.

As i scrolled through the posts on its wall(err home), all i could see was people(rather upstarts) bantering over facebook, prognosticating google's hegemony over facebook in social networking gamut over the coming time and flaunting a hauteur of being a part of this so called google's new project and their rather sceptic friends ululating and balking over the new concept.

I superficially browsed over to discover the facts and stats of people being part of this website(some even calling it a revolution).I came to know through the prefatory browsing that the new joining to this site has been viral and at a much faster rate than what it was for facebook or for that matter any other social networking website(Twitter,LinkedIn..)

Some of the remarkable things of google+ being the translucent motility of the things that disappear or appear or either of the two at the same time(in a little gruff manner at times)
So insentient of the consequences and under the momism of a bad interface gave me a ca rte Blanche and i added up all the suggestions that came up on that.Winsome of having a wider network, i soon discovered that i have been adding even my friend's friend's friend and that added up to some 3500 people in my circles and some 900 people added me in their circles. The worst commotion being that there is no direct way of removing those whom i had added by visiting their profiles as there was no option of removing( rather i would call it ostracizing) them from your circles.The suavity of the fact that there wont be any more people in my circles soon vanished when the people in my circles went up when some of the invites that i had sent , while adding up my suggestions, were accepted.
So now it galls me whenever i open google+ and i see my home page inundated by posts from random people and i had to snub those to get to the posts that i am concerned about.
Lets see how long it will take me to get out of this welter with still 780 people remaining that have been invited by me. Quite funny it sounds to me at times.

I am here forever this way

Remember the day we met, the sky was dusky
You seemed svelte and i smelled musky
You came closer and i felt a spate of sunlight
And i wondered - Is this what they call love at first sight?
I was nervous and you were shy
even my feelings went on the sly
Give me a chance so that i can say
i am here forever this way

Remember the times we used to fight
and i had to concede each time in the plight
not coz you were right or i was right
but coz i wanted you to be alright
and then you used to smile
and my world resumed to be guile
waiting for this grim night to slay
i am here forever this way

Come back to me i am waiting
soaked in tears i am standing
tired of again sketching us together
please come and be mine forever
nowhere will you find such madness
such love , such reverence , such contentedness
you be my princess, on knees i shall lay
i am here forever this way

Lets go get lost somewhere

 

Can you see the fear in my eyes?The ruddy color and the mute cries
Don’t go love, don’t go from here
Wherever you go, you will find me there
Let there be just ‘us’ anywhere
Lets go get lost somewhere

We are just two lost souls
Living in two fish bowls
Don’t test my patience dear
You aren’t wary of my fear
Don’t seek elsewhere , the things we share
Lets go get lost somewhere

Go away and you will stoke that fire
our solemn wish and our desire
give me all my celestial charms
hold my hands, come in my arms
Dive into my eyes and find yourself there
Lets go get lost somewhere

Too early to wake up from this dream

 

See the mauve skies beside that moonAnd those stars about to appear real soon
Do you think we could be like those?
Or may be like a pair of plume rose
Who never separate as they may seem
Too early to wake up from this dream

Like a rare jewel they shine,
Your hands clutched into mine
You are sitting close, I can hear you breathe
Your fragrance like million jasmines in a wreath
may the clocks stop and be off beam
Too early to wake up from this dream

Your touch drives me into a euphoria
into an asylum with an irrevocable phobia
lets stay like this for the rest of our life
I be your dodo and only love remains rife
you be the cherry, I am the unadorned cream
Too early to wake up from this dream

Welcome to Noida

With all my bags packed and quite a feckless determination, i boarded the bus early in the morning to noida. It trotted over to gurgaon in 4 hours and i entered the lofty and ostentatious Delhi NCR. Further it took 2 hours for the bus to cover just 50 kms to drop me to ISBT, Kashmiri gate. I rummaged for the metro station and my friend 'thapa' picked me up from noida's metro station.We came to another friend PG and met my would be roommates for a month then, Shivam and Dewang.
They had their exams going on those days, even they had one the following day.still they were kind enough to introduce me to the ambience around and even made an adhoc arrangement for a bed for me.
The surroundings were good enough(in fact very good) with a huge park against our PG and many eateries beside some call centers where most kinds of food could be savoured at reasonable prices, quite a rapture for a gourmet like me.
The specious nature of noida hawkers was quite evident when he reckoned our bill to be 120 when it actually was 90 and then dewang blurted the sententious thespian comment 'Welcome to noida'.
I joined Siemens for my 1 month internship the following day. Though it being a networking company, I could somehow find some work regarding networks and all(though the interest as well as my attendance diminished as days passed). Well anyways, that part is none of my concern in this post.
Ya so the following Sunday, me with some other friends went out to see GIP(Great India Place).
Though i had been here before also(like one year back).

Some other strange things to be found over in the following days were the prevailing homosexuality here. One day the warden of that PG came to meet my both roommates and while he talked it gave me a whiff about he being an effeminate or something much more wrong with him. The pith of his behaviour was sloughed to me by dewang when while having a bawdy discussion that the warden was a gay. He told me stories regarding how he had encountered him in uncompromising situations with other men and also somehow even more close encounters with the college students in the PG hostel. I was quite flabbergasted when i heard that. I mean there was no such turpitude of girls around(like the case in BITS where there are just males and non-males) and even that warden was married and had two children even.but the thing was that he stayed alone in the hostel with a different and much more embellished room than others.and his insouciance towards his family may be attributed to his disinterest towards being in a family.
Though i never pilloried any form of homosexuality before and considered it rather pithy...may be coz i couldn't understand the perverse effects it could have on plebeian communities.
But that one month reprieve in Noida(now my makeshift residence being my new company's guest house in Jaipuria Greens,Ghaziabad) , rather a subtler and not seemly aspect of what is going on in these more developed parts of Northern India(particularly in New Okhla Industrial Development Authority..NOIDA )
Will continue sharing my experiences...stay tuned..and keep visiting..!